Worthless

Thats how I feel at the moment... I was supposed to meet a friend in Fort Collins for lunch today. I drove two hours in almost zero visability between Colo Spgs and Denver mostly, to get my ass there. I then proceeded to wait three hours. I called him four times, one on the hour, I arrived at noon, and one before I left at about three thirty I think. I have never had a person make me feel so inferior before, so utterly worthless... I cried the whole way back to Colo Spgs. I don't know what to do. I really just want to quit. Give up. But I can't. I dunno... I'm still waiting for a reply from my friend, I have yet for him to respond. Oh well, I have to get ready for work. Goodbye.
Chris