Just saying hey. work is going alright, i have a three day week coming up. yay!

Post Secret

PostSecret.com and the book... wow. I really don't know what to say. Some of the postcards make you laugh, some make your cry, some shock you with their honesty. The book I belive is something everyone should buy. I went and mailed my secrets today with my friend Jaime. It was a moving experience. PostSecret

So I got the news yesterday, I move into my new apt on the 18th on June. Its in ths historic building downtown. I'm excited! Anywho... Life is going okay.

It is difficult for me to manifest in words the turbulent sea of emotions I feel at this moment. My mind is moving at the speed of light yet I just sit here staring at the world I have surrounded myself withcan this truly be real. Who am I? I am a stranger to myself. I look in the mirror and see two different people; two people who have never met yet are connected to one another with a bond that can be only described as destructive. Can one of these people function without the other? As much as I try I cannot believe so, and I consider now that I am locked into a path of certain pain and heartache. What scares me more is that I accept what lay before me and to some extent thrive upon the elated high of which It has shown me. The day may come where I wish to leave this world in some blaze of glory, but in truth I feel that that day may come before I have fully realized my purpose on this earth. Who am I?... I am a monster and a savior, I am an angle and a demon, I am fighter and a coward,I am, I am and I cannot change.

Poseidon

Wow, I went and saw it last night in IMAX. Very good movie, yeah there's no character development, but so what.

So wow, it's been a while. Not a whole lot has been going on. Work is going along quite smothly. I'm apt shoping at he moment, and I found a cute duplex on Colo Ave that i'm going to look at tomorrow (or today) however you want to look at it. I'm going to be moving out of my place on Collier hopefully sometime in the next few weeks. I have alot of stuff lol. I think I may ask my mom if I can have a few pieces of her furniture. I'm going to take Dinah with me, I love that cat so much, she is such a cutie. I'll have to get my addy changed on some stuff though. Like my checks and the bank and at work etc etc. yuck, I hate moving, I really do. Oh well. I have been looking at cars too. I really need a new car. I'm not quite sure which one to get though. I don't have like a preferred car brand, you know? Oh well. Thats enough of an update for now lol. Oh yeah, i'm going to go see Poseidon this thursday in IMAX, i'm way excited. I'll update on that probably. Chow.
~Chris~